m-a-r-s

It’s not that I don’t want to meet you or not dare to face you, I just don’t have the time and want to settle this thing fast. So yeah, I shall say it here.  

First thing first, I would like to apologies to you and sean for what I’ve done before. I know I hurt you for the first time, and you forgave me. And I did it again. But, I did APOLOGIES in my blog right after you wrote in your blog about me. I think you didn’t see it cause I posted it in few days and I deleted it as advised by my friends. So yeah, no harm in apologizing to you again. I’m really sorry and I meant it.

One more thing that I want you be clear of, I NEVER have the intention to harm your relationship. The post I wrote was intent to express out my inner feelings and to think about the PAST. I never thought of stealing your boyfriend. Alright, maybe you think that I was trying to gain sympathy from your boyfriend or what, for god sake, I still have my harga diri. If I know this will hurt you, I wouldn’t have done it. I admit, I’m at fault for posting such blog post.

And please, stop accusing me for stealing your boyfriend cause I really don’t and I swear I never intent to. I’m a girl and I know how it feels to be hurt. I wouldn’t do it to my own gender.  I’m hurt by Sean too and already forgive and forget about him. Maybe, there's no fate between us. You guys are fated together. I can accept it and thankful.

I know you guys are happy now, so do I. May God Bless your relationship.

Once again, I’m really sorry.

(PS: if you want to meet me, I’ll be at the airport OR we can meet when sch reopen)

I dont know the actual reason for them to call me EVIL.

Just because of an expression in blog which dont really matter and nothing effect them. Not as if i'm snatching someone's boyf or rocking someone's relationship. I guess they are not strong enough to overcome any challenges in their relationship.

I admit, I may be too expressive and straight forward at times but that doesnt mean they can call me EVIL. They have no right to judge me. For god sake, Please look yourself in the mirror. Who are more evil? Cheating and playing around with feelings OR plainly being expressive in blog?? I may be EVIL to your eyes. But NOT TO OTHERS.

Anw, I have my own life now and i'm loving it!

I found someone who really cares and loves me :)

Sometimes, I'm grateful all these thing happen :)

TIME TO UPDATEEEE!!!

Been Very BUSY! BUSY! BUSY! nowadays!! (cheyy, bbual mcm boss gitu, nk paksa baru intern. HAHAHH!!)

Working in the airport is soooo MUCH FUN!!

During the last few days, been to all the terminal transit area and also airside. Terminal 3 transit area is damn freaking BIG! Terminal 1 is sooo OLD!! But i LOVE terminal 1 food!! Been to the butterfly park, saw A380, watch free movie, make use of trolley ( case budak pemalas) and many many MORE!! there's many many things you can do in AIRPORT!! ILIKE!!

Andrea will be away for a week, and i'm taking her place!! YEAH! and also taking her work. No YEAH to that!

updating pictures took at the Airside and Airport..

WEEK 2:

WEEK 3:

 Working is soooo FUN! but seriouly, TIRING!

Anw, I just found out that my parents took my bank book and check my bank acc!!! OH MY DIOR!! Yeah, I'm dead meat now!

I must say, the first week of work is totally BORING!!! Because there's no work for us. We need the airport pass to get in our office which is in the transit area. Since we do not have one, we are STUCKED in the ACC ( APRON CONTROL CENTRE) . At first was exciting because we can see planes coming in and out. But 2 hours later, we got sick over it. Imagine, 1 week over there? HAIYOO!! Anyway, Met all kinds of people and overall, I think CAG is a good place to work where the environment and people there are very welcoming.

Not to forget, my supervisor, Andrea. and guess what??  I FORGOT HOW SHE LOOK LIKE!! (i'm a really terrible person) I mean, I cant be blamed, because i saw her about 15 minutes for this week?? As mentioned by Siti, another supervisor, she's very kind, relax etc. But the previous intern says, she very fierce. OMG! okay, hopefully not to me.

some pictures took in the ACC.

I will be getting my pass on the 4th March. COOL OR WHAT!!! Everyday i will be in the transit area!!

FREEDOM!! WOOOOHOOO!!!

UTs finished!!! SCHOOL finished!!

My 2ND year of school is finally OVER!!

NEXT STOP: IEP

I believe the past few days, i've been tested by Allah to see how strong i am to overcome difficulties. I believe Allah will not let us be tested beyond our strength but with our testing Allah will also provide the way out so that we may be able to endure it. After all this thing happen, I now felt that i'm strong enough to endure all the difficulties with Allah's guidance. I also believe that when something happen, there must be a reason behind it.

And now, with Allah's will, I GOT IN IEP with CAG Company!!!!

I must greatly thanks to Allah and to my friends who always encourage and support me.

LOVE YOU!!

I didnt know this will really hurt me so deeply.

Although people might see this as a small matter.

To me, it's my DREAM & FUTURE.

I didnt get in the IEP for SATS, CAG company :((((((

Holiday is coming up. Now i have to find a way to get money to pay for my AIA insurance.

 I have to work!!! Get lots of money!!! Anyone want to find JOB??

Today,  a hectic day for me.

In the morning, I feel that I am the most Lucky person on earth.

Everything was ruin when I saw shasha&fair in the bus.

Andd... Dharsh got the IEP and i didnt get in. WTH!

Plus, PMS-ing gets the situation worst.

I left all my friends when they wanted to chill me up. Haishh..

I know I'm wrong. I know I shouldn't have done that.

I didnt know that i will cry for you. I want you back! I want your hugs!

anyway, i got into IEP! maybe i'm joining CAAS or SATS :)

I ask a guy this question,

What you look into girls you love?

HIS ANSWER:

u care for me...in a special way,

u understand me...

and will always love me... 

what about me? What I look into man I love?

My answer:

 1) who loves me

 2) who cares about me

 3) who is always there for me

 4) religious... and can guide me...

 5) good person...

 6) non smoker

 7) non drinker

 8) non-mingler

 9) macho man

 10) handsome

 11) handsome

 12) handsome

 13) handsome

 14) handsome

 15....  handsome

Lagi satu... h to the a to the n to the d to the s to the o to the m to the e

 dah.